I remember when it first began; I woke up early one morning
to screams. My young cousin had gotten sick to her stomach and was throwing up
blood. I was newly experiencing what we call being "spirit filled". I
began to praying with such ease after I had had a wonderful encounter with the
Holy Spirit only months before this incident. I remember after she was taken to
the emergency room, the doctors were not able to determine what was wrong with
her. The doctors on our tiny island exhausted all of their knowledge and had
her airlifted to the United States for further treatment.
After receiving the phone calls on what the status of her
condition was, I remember fear gripping me. She was only 12 years old and was
near death.
I could recall vividly going to bed that night praying in
what is known as a heavenly language (or speaking in tongues). This was very
new to me. Several months prior I was seeking God vigorously, because I felt as
though something was missing from my Christian experience, I did not know for
sure what that something was. Then through a series of events he led me to a
tiny book in the local Christian bookstore called, "God's Will Is the Holy
Spirit" by Gloria Copeland. I remember being alone and drinking up every
word from those pages. I didn't fully grasp all that it was trying to relay.
However, I knew that what was on those pages was something that I didn't have;
but I desperately needed. I needed more than just the indwelling of the Holy
Spirit. I needed the fire and power of the Holy Spirit. I prayed the simple
little prayer at the back of that book, and my life has never been the same
again. That prayer has set the course for my Christian experience as I know it
today.
Let's rewind, I prayed that night for my cousin in that
heavenly language and I would rollover in the night and hear myself still
praying. I remember the boldness, and authority that I now had in my prayers
that I had never possessed before. I knew that there was a force at work in me,
which I had never experienced before. There was a knowledge and assurance that
was beyond my natural ability to just acquire. I had encountered the Holy
Spirit on an entirely new level. This was different, a bit scary, but
exhilarating, amazing and glorious. Well, my cousin survived, but for many
years she had more close calls with death. This experience is what set me on
the course of being schooled in prayer by my teacher, friend and mentor the
precious Holy Spirit.
I am not even remotely implying that I have arrived in the
area of prayer. I have only touched the surface on what there is to know. I am
hoping that every day I would draw closer to my sweet Lord and enter into his
chambers where he is waiting to bestow upoun me the many treasures that are locked
up in the area of prayer.
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